More Waiting

Due to finances seeing a specialist for IUI treatment is on hold indefinitely. . . as are clomid treatments since the doctor visit is $200 a cycle.

Right now I am on cycle day 11. . . praying that I will ovulate again naturally.

I am starting to believe that I need to be obedient to God in my diet and exercise before he will grant the desires of my heart (twins/children of my own). I have struggled with this since getting married. . . and thought I could let this struggle fester forever...but then I think of the little details...like giving my husband a hot pregnant wife instead of just a plumper looking wife...or placing God above good tasting food...

Delving into the heart of this struggle will be difficult, but I am confident the Lord will not bless me until I give him this area of my life. It is time. He has healed so many other areas of my life and given me confidence I never thought possible.

I am not sure if he wants me to just begin this journey...or complete it ...but I very much believe that God's desire for my life is for me to be a mother.

all natural'

Soo...after trying to conceive for 11 months ....I finally by the grace of God have ovulated naturally. . . without the help of clomid. . . praise God the provider of all things.