Flabbergasted

God is amazing...today things were stressful at the office and yet God gave me so much joy...and peace.

I am flabbergasted at how one moment the world comes crashing down around you, the tears fall, life hurts so much, you are picking up the pieces of your hearts shattered glass and in the next moment God allows your spirits to soar to the mountain tops. You never know what the next moment will bring tears or laughter...all you know is this moment. All you are guaranteed is this moment. Embrace this moment...

As to surgery recovery, today is one week since my surgery. My stomach has felt better the last two days. I can bend down without much pain. I lifted a 20 lb box today without much pain.

I received a message from my doctor today saying that I need to get re-vaccinated for Measles/Mumps/Rubella since my body no longer has the anti-body. After getting the shot we have to wait three months to try to conceive. My post operative appointment is on June 25. If I get the vaccine then I wouldn't be able to try to get pregnant until September 25. In the scheme of things three months is nothing, but it is another delay.

Jeremy is more focused on me getting a new job. I would like one too, but I'd also like some kids! (yesterday ;)