Right now we are focusing on US- Jeremy and I...growing in Christ. I am working on confidence, cleaning, cooking, and weight issues. He is working on his own struggles.
We are resting from actively trying. (taking fertility drugs, pursuing IUI/IVF) Jeremy will let me know when the right time is to actively try again.
I'm taking metformin still. I went to the doctor's office a few days ago and was given a prescription for 2,000 mg of metformin...I am to gradually increase my dose untill I reach the 2,000 mark.
Although we aren't actively trying we aren't preventing either...taking it day by day, waiting on the Lord's direction for our life. We'd love to have a surprise "free" miracle baby. Free meaning we didn't have to pay for fertility treatment...
I had a major breakdown a week ago, and Jeremy and a few good friends pointed out that having a baby appeared to them to be an idol in my life. I don't want it to be. God is really enough...everything else really is extra it is just painful to acknowledge that sometimes because I do want memories raising children with Jeremy, and grandchildren if God permits.
Monday morning my mom and I are going to Las Vegas, taking it one day at a time...enjoying the life that God has gifted us.
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I hope you have fun on your trip! I am really glad and relieved that you are taking it easy. It can seem like it consumes your whole life sometimes. I pray that God will tell you when it is time and that you and your husband are closer than ever. Thinking of you always! Thanks for the sweet comments on my blog. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. You definitely know how to make me smile! Thank you! I wish we lived closer to each other.
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