Catch up

Soo much has happened since I last posted in this journal. I had a "chemical pregnancy" the beginning of August. (the egg fertilized but didn't implant). My husband and I named the child Oscar. It was good to know that I was capable of getting pregnant. The cycle after that I didn't ovulate and now I am currently on cycle day 19, waiting to ovulate. . . We are now on our tenth month of trying to conceive. TEN MONTHS!!!!! So many people try for so much longer.

I pee'd on the opk today and no second line... I am discouraged, but not completely. I have peace this cycle that this is the time we will concieve. Regardless I am not patient and want to be pregnant yesterday!